Ukuba kwiComa kufana neNye yeLucid Dream

Kwiminyaka emibini edlulileyo, uStephanie Savage wayeseholideyini eSicily xa wahlaselwa sisikhohlela. Ngelo xesha, kwafunyaniswa ukuba une-dermatomyositis, isifo semisipha esinqabileyo esineempawu kubandakanya umkhuhlane ophantsi kunye nemiphunga edumbileyo. Kodwa ichiza awayemiselwe ukuba anyange idermatomyositis nalo lalicinezela amajoni akhe omzimba, kwaye wosulelwa sesi sifoImikhosi yamajoni & apos; Isifo, uhlobo olubi lwenyumoniya.

Ukubuya kwakhe eholideyini, uSavage wahlushwa sisifo sepssi, imivumbo emininzi, kwaye ekugqibeleni wawa kwisiqa esihlala iiveki ezintandathu. Ngexesha lokudakumba kwakhe, uthi uye wafumana uthotho lwamaphupha abonisa inyani, inxenye ibandakanyeka kwimixholo yokuziqambela, kwaye ilawulwa yingqondo yakhe.

Ngoku, kwiminyaka emibini kamva, uSavage usaqhubeka nokunyanga umzimba (akabonakalisi zimpawu zokuphazamiseka kwengqondo). Ubhala malunga namava akhe okusondela ekufeni, kokubini ibhlog yakhe nakwi inkupho yakutshanje ye Umntu obuzayo . Ukuqwalaselwa kwe-Savage & apos; kunika umbono onomdla wokuqonda kunye namava okusondela ekufeni, ke ndaye ndadibana naye ukuze ndifunde ngakumbi ngokwenzekileyo kuye.

MediaMente: Ikhoma ihlale iiveki ezintandathu. Ukhumbula ntoni ukusukela ngeloxesha?
UStephanie Savage: Inkumbulo yam yokuqala yavela kwiMRI yam. Ingene njengelizwi elingenamzimba — endathi ndaliqonda kuba ndandineMRI ngaphambili — eyayisithi 'bamba umphefumlo, khupha umphefumlo.' Ndiliqaphele elo lizwi, lahluke kakhulu. Ndazibuza ukuba ingaba loluphi uhlobo lombulali obulalayo, kuba bekuvakala ngathi yinto evela kwimovie. Andikhumbuli awona magama, lilizwi kuphela.

Emva kwexesha ndeva elinye ilizwi lobudoda elingenamzimba. Ndizibuze ukuba ngaba & apos; d ubeke uhlobo oluthile lwe-chip kwingqondo yam ukuze ndiyive. Andikhange ndiqonde ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni. Ekugqibeleni, ela lizwi lajika laya 'kwisoka lam elitsha.' Wayendixelela izicwangciso zakhe ngendawo esiza kuya kuyo ngeholide, wakhankanya uhambo olunokuhamba ngenqanawa eAlaska, kuba sikonwabele ukubhabha ngaphezulu kweGreenland kwaye sibukele umkhenkce. Ndacinga ukuba yayingeyiyo indoda yam endithandana nayo uKeith-nangona wayefana ncam naye-kuba wayenentshebe epheleleyo. UKeith wayenebhokhwe kuphela. Kodwa bendizibuza ukuba kutheni iifreyimu zakhe zeglasi zinokulungiswa okufanayo neeKeith & apos; s. Ndacinga ukuba iyamangalisa loo nto, kuba kaloku yayinguKeith. Yayiluhlobo lwengcinga ephuphayo.

Kwenzeka njani ukuphupha ikhoma kwahluke ekuphupheni rhoqo?
Ndafumana amaphupha amnandi. 'Inyaniso yam ephupheni' yayithetha ukuba ngequbuliso I & apos; ndinika izimvo kwaye ndilungisa amaphupha am amnandi njengombhali. Ngaxa lithile yinyani, kwaye ndi & ndihlela kwaye ndiyitshintshe kuba liphupha, kwaye ke zibuyela kwinyani yam yamaphupha.

Into endiyifumeneyo kuphando lwam ithiyori yokungena ye-REM (Umhleli kunye nenqaku: Ukungeniswa kwe-REM ngamava okulala kwe-REM ngexesha lokuqonda okuqhelekileyo, okukhokelela kwimibono okanye amaphupha amnandi. UKUYA ukufunda Ngu-Kevin Nelson uqukumbele ngelithi ukungenelela kwe-REM kuthwele uxanduva lokuziva uphantse wasweleka, nto leyo ebonisa ukuba kukho isiseko se-neurophysiologic yamava okusondela ekufeni.) Kukho ezinye iindlela zokungeniswa kwe-REM, kodwa enye endiyifumene nayo yayiphupha.

Zeziphi iintlobo zezinto ubuphupha ngazo?
Endaweni yokubona iingelosi okanye iidemon okanye izihlobo ezifileyo, ukuhlala ixesha elide ndikholelwa, ndabona izinto ezichaphazela imeko yam yengqondo-njengemiboniso bhanyabhanya yesayensi. Ndicinga ukuba loo nto iphefumlele [ezinye] iziqendu ephupheni lam lokoma.

Ezinye izinto endizibonileyo kumaphupha am amaninzi zazicwangcisiwe, njengamacandelo asekuseni ngoMgqibelo weekhathuni ezaziza kujikeleza. Amaxesha amaninzi bendiya kubona imeko efanayo kodwa ngencoko yababini eyahlukileyo. Enye yazo yayilapho ndandikhwele khona indibanisela yebhayisikile enkulu enesondo kunye nenye yezo ndlwana zincinci ze-ice cream. Yayiyindidi enjalo, kodwa yaphosa ice cream. Ngamanye amaxesha ndandingumntu xa ndisenza lento, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndandingumntwana webhere emhlophe. Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha, ngelixa ndiphuphayo, ndicinga, I & apos; m ayifanelanga ukuba yibhere yebhere emhlophe! kwaye ndingatshintsha ndibuyele emntwini.

Ngaba zikho ezinye izinto ezichaphazele amaphupha akho ekoma?
Kuyabonakala ukuba igumbi lam lasesibhedlele lalibanda kakhulu, kwaye ndandingagqunywanga. Baye bandipakishela nomkhenkce ngamanye amaxesha ngenxa yomkhuhlane omkhulu endawuvela kwiiLegionnaires & apos; Isifo. Abazange bacinge ukuba ndiziva ndibanda ngoko khange bakhathaze ukundigquma. Ndicinga ukuba ukubanda kube nefuthe kubume bephupha lam. Kodwa ndiyayithanda iayisi khrimu.

Izinto ezininzi ezazibalulekile kum ukususela ebuntwaneni bam zazikhona ephupheni lam kwaye andiqondi ukuba loo nto yenzekile. Ndicinga ukuba ziluhlobo olulinganayo 'lokuphononongwa kobomi' kwabanye abantu abanamava okusondela ekufeni. Khange ndibenalo 'uphononongo lobomi,' kodwa endaweni yoko ndinezinto ezininzi ukusuka ebuntwaneni.

Ngaba ukhe wazifumana iintlobo ezifanayo 'zasemva kokufa' abantu abathetha ngazo?
Ukuva amazwi oogqirha kunye nabathandekayo, ndiyacinga, yinto abantu abaninzi abanokuyibona 'njengezwi leengelosi.' Ngenxa yokuba ingqondo yam iguqulela ngokuzenzekelayo izinto njengezinto zendalo, andizange ndibone iingelosi. Ndikhule ndingakholelwa kubukho bukaThixo. Akunjalo kwindawo yam yengqondo ukubona iingelosi.

Imifanekiso amakholwa ayibonayo kumava abo okusondela ekufeni aphenjelelwa ziinkolelo zabo. AmaHindu athi abona uVishnu; AmaKristu ayambona uYesu. Mangaphi amaJuda ambonayo uYesu? Mhlawumbi azikho ninzi. Andikhange ndibone naziphi na kwezo zinto. Ndabona iifilimu eziyinyani zesayensi.

Ubhale kwinqaku lakho le- Umntu obuzayo into yokuba ukuphakanyiswa ngabongikazi ukunqanda ukufumana izilonda ebhedini kubangele ukuba ube namava abanye abaninzi abachaze 'njengamava omzimba.'
Kunene. Ndicinga ukuba abantu abanomdla wokubona olo hlobo lwento baya kucinga ukuba kwakungekho kumava omzimba. Kodwa yinto eqhelekileyo emaphupheni ukuziva ngathi ungaphandle kwakho uzijongile. Yiyo le apos; indlela eyayivakalelwa ngayo. Akuzange kuve ngathi kungamava omzimba. Kuphando lwam ndafumanisa ukuba unokuvuselela amava omzimba kwingqondo-leyo yinto ebhaliweyo ye-neurological. Zininzi ezinye izinto ezinokubangela [amava omzimba], njengaye isifo sokuwa kunye ne-migraine , kodwa andicingi ukuba kunjalo kum.

Kwabo bangakhange babe namava okusondela ekufeni, ngaba ikhona enye into onokuyithelekisa nayo?
Andikhange ndisebenzise ziyobisi, kodwa bendifunda Impembelelo kaThixo kwaye abantu abaninzi banamava okusondela ekufeni ngelixa bethatha iziyobisi ze-psychotropic njengamakhowa omlingo. Bafumana ezinye zezinto ezifanayo. Andilo hlobo lokuthatha iziyobisi nangona kunjalo bendingazi.

Ngaba la mava ayitshintshile indlela oziva ngayo ngokufa?
Andikwazi ukuthi ndiyakoyika ukufa, kuba andicingi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni emva kokuba ndife. Ndiyoyika ukungabikho. Ndifuna ukugcina ikhoyo kangangoko kunokwenzeka. Andoyiki kangako emva kwamava am ngenxa yokuba & I apos; sigqithile malunga neyona nto imbi ndinokuthi ndiphume ndilungile. Ndicinga ukuba ngenene ndifumene uninzi lwezinto ezintle kumava am.

Yayingumzekeliso wokuvuka. Ndabona ukuba ndiphila ubomi bam ngokungathi ndikholelwa ukuba bukhona ubomi emva kokufa — nangona ndingakholelwa. Bendihlala ndiphazanyiswa zizinto ezimnandi kodwa ezingabalulekanga. Bendiziphatha njengabantu abacinga ukuba bafumana obunye ubomi xa besifa. bendi Ukukholelwa Obu kuphela kobu bomi bam kodwa bendingenguye Ukuziphatha yithande. Ngoku andithathanga uxanduva lwezinto ebendingekazithathi ngaphambili. Andiqiniseki nokuba ndingaphindela emva ndiyeke ikhoma, nokuba bendinako.

Olu dliwanondlebe luhlelelwe ubude kunye nokucaca.

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