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Iqela lentlalontle elibonakaliswa yinkolelo yabo egqithileyo okanye ukuhlonipha umntu othile okhokelayo okanye into, iinkolo azikho kwinkcazo eyingozi. Kodwa, imbali isifundise kaninzi ukuba abantu abakholelwa kubundlobongela sisenzo sothando, okanye ukuba banyulwe ukuba bakhokele uluntu oluza kutshabalala, okanye inkokheli yabo ingumphambukeli, mhlawumbi banemicimbi efuna ukusonjululwa .

Kwilizwe eligcwele uxinzelelo kunye nezifo, ukungeniswa kwinkolo enika uxolo kunye nelizwe lesithembiso ngokumangalisayo kulula kunokuba ibonakala . Into engekho lula, nangona kunjalo, ukuphuma nokunceda abanye ukuba baphume nabo. Sithethile nabanye abantu abangenelela ngonqulo kunye nababephatha kakubi abantu ngendlela ababanceda ngayo ukuba bahlukane nabantu emva kokuba bezaphule ngokwabo- kunye neziphumo zomsebenzi kubomi babo.

Ndabandakanyeka namaqela amabini kwi-70s. Elinye yayiliqela elibizwa ngokuba yi-Transcendental Meditation okanye i-TM, elaliqhutywa yingqonyela yamaHindu, uMaharishi Mahesh Yogi, owaduma ngokuba Utitshala weBeatles . Apha, siphume kwindlela elula yokucamngca yemizuzu engama-20 ukuya ekuqinisekiseni ukuba singakwazi ukufumana uxolo lwehlabathi.

Kwangelo xesha linye, ndandifunda izifundo zonqulo, kwaye ndandinomdla ngokukodwa kubuHindu. Ndadibana nendoda — endandicinga ukuba sisikhulu sam sokwenyani- uSwami Prakashanand Saraswati, owayeneqela elibizwa ngokuba Umbutho wamanye amazwe wothando lukaThixo . Ngama-1980s, wathatha iqela lethu ukusuka kwi-TM kwaye wasungula i-ashram e-Philadelphia, eyayihlelwe ngakumbi kwaye iqinile. Amanye amalungu ayo ade amangalela uMaharishi kwizigidi zeedola ngobuqhetseba. USwami Prakashanand emva koko wasebenzisa imali ukuseta itempile ngaphandle kweAustin, eTexas, ebizwa ngokuba yiBarsana Dham. Kodwa iSwami ekugqibeleni yagwetywa ukuhlukumeza abantwana bomlandeli wakhe , nangona wabaleka wabuyela e-India apho wayekhuselwe khona.

Kodwa into ababeyifundisa kukuba ukusetyenziswa kweziyobisi ezinje nge-ecstasy kunye ne-LSD kunokukunceda ufumane olu lwazi. Inkqubo yabo yayikukufumana inzuzo engaphezulu yelizwe, kwaye bakholelwa ukuba ngokucinga okuqinisekileyo nokukholelwa kwimpumelelo, unokutshintsha ulungelelwaniso lwakho nendalo iphela, kwaye iya kukunika ubutyebi. Kwakhokelwa ngumfazi ogama linguKatherine Holt, owayesithi uhambisa umoya ngenkulungwane ye-17 yendoda egama linguBawo Andre, owayeyimfihlakalo. Wayenabalandeli abamalunga ne-30, kwaye wayenokubangela ukuba abantu babhangise okanye badibanise. Wayebabuza ukuba benze uchulumanco, okanye babelane ngesondo nabantu ngaphandle kwabatshatileyo. Ndaqala ukusebenza nendoda egama linguMark, eyayitshate umfazi kwiqela. Ngexesha leseshoni, umfazi wakhe waxelelwa ukuba abelane ngesondo nenye indoda ephezulu, ngelixa uMark ebabeva. Inkokeli yaxelela uMarko ukuba ngaphandle kwento awayeyiva kunye nendlela awayeziva ngayo, kwafuneka ahlukane naloo mvakalelo. Ukuba angakhululeka kuphela xa eyeka u-ego kunye nobunini awayeziva ngomfazi wakhe, kwaye engavumi ukuphila ngokwemigaqo yoluntu. Wayekhubeka ngeziyobisi, kodwa waxelelwa ukuba angaziva iimvakalelo awayeziva.

Ngelo xesha uMarko waqonda ukuba kukho into engalunganga apho. Waya kubazali bakhe, abanxibelelana nam nge Inethiwekhi yoLwazi ngeNkcubeko . Ingxaki yakhe yayikukuba umfazi wakhe kunye nomntwana babeseqeleni, kwaye loo mntwana wayencanciswa ngumama esebenzisa i-LSD kunye nolonwabo. Siqulunqe isicwangciso sokufikelela emfazini. Usapho lwakhe lwalunomtshato eNew England, ke saya apho. Ihlelo lamxelela ukuba ahlukane nomyeni wakhe, owayekhohlakele kuba wayezakushiya iqela. Kwakufuneka ndimenze azole kwaye ndizame ukunceda umfazi wakhe abone ukuba iqela laliphosakele kangakanani. Kodwa, ndingazi, umcebisi wam wayeququzelele uMark ukuba athathe umntwana wakhe baye kwindlu ekhuselekileyo eColorado. Kwafikelela kwidabi elide elisemthethweni lokugcina umntwana, kodwa ekugqibeleni inkokeli yeqela yabanjwa kwaye umfazi wemka.

Ndabona uMaharishi Mahesh Yogi kumdlalo kamabonakude, ndaze ndazibandakanya naye xa ndandineminyaka eli-17. Ndachitha iminyaka emihlanu eyunivesithi, apho saxelelwa izinto ezifana nokuba singahamba ngodonga sisindise umhlaba. Kuba abalandeli bakhe bebephumelele amabhaso kaNobel kwi-physics nakwiirhuluneli, sawakholelwa la mabango. Senze iiyure ezingama-22 zokucamngca ezityhale abantu kwiindawo ezigqithileyo, uninzi lwabo lude lwatsiba ngeefestile. UMaharishi uya kubathumela abantu kwimimandla yemfazwe e-Iran naseMozambiki, ehlala ebabeka engozini. Ixesha elingaphezulu, ndiye ndabona ukuba ngaphandle kwayo yonke into, andikwazi enyanisweni ukukhupha okanye ukuhamba ngeendonga. Ke, ndammangalela ngobuqhetseba kunye nokungakhathali.

Ngobusuku bam bokugqibela e-Australia, ndanikwa ityala elalisithi ndihlukumeze umfazi oneminyaka eli-17 ubudala, kwaye wayefuna umyalelo othintelayo. Andizange ndidibane nalo mfazi ebomini bam, kodwa into abafuna ukuyiphumeza koku kukuseka ingxelo yemithombo yeendaba ukuze ichaphazele ukuthembeka kwam. Kananjalo, ngokomthetho wase-Australia, ukuba bendikule ndawo yokutyela aze lo mama angene, ndingabanjwa. Kwafuneka ndilwe idabi elide lomthetho, kwaye ekugqibeleni, ijaji yagweba ukuba andinatyala. Kodwa icawe yenza yonke into ukundinqanda.

Ngenye imini, ndandindiza ndisiya eOstreliya ukuya kwindibano yam yamatyala kwaye ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiphathe ibhokisi yomxube wepancake xa ndimisiwe kwisikhululo seenqwelomoya. Kwenzeka ukuba icawe ibanciphise isithi ndingumthunywa weziyobisi. Xa abasemagunyeni bevula ibhegi yam, babona umgubo omhlophe kuyo yonke into yam kuba umxube wepancake wavela uvulekile. Kodwa emva kokubalisa ibali lam kumntu owayegocagoca imibuzo, wandinika i-visa yeminyaka elishumi ukuze ndisebenze eOstreliya, nayo loo nto yandibuyisela umva icawa. Xa ndijongana necawe, bendinamalungu axhobileyo apake phambi kwendlu yam ePhiladelphia, iingubo zigubungele zonke iifestile zam ngaphandle kwaye nabantu becinezela izandla zabo kumngxunya wesitshixo ucango lwam ukuze ndicinywe kwilizwe langaphandle.

Ndithathe inxaxheba kuthotho lwemibutho efana nenkolo esekwe kwi-theosophy, eyona iphambili iyiCawe yeHlabathi kunye noNqoba (eyathi kamva kutyhilwa njengehlelo lomhla wentshabalalo ), kwi-70s. Umfazi wam wokuqala wandiqhawula umtshato ngo-1979, kuba ixesha lam elininzi engqondweni ndandisiya kweli lihlelo. Ngenxa yoko, ndaphelelwa liqela. Emva kokuba ndiyekile, amalungu eqela endandikulo ayedla ngokundibuza ukuba kutheni. Ndithe ndakubaxelela, bayeka ngokusekwe kulwazi lwam, nangona babekade bekulo ixesha elide. Kulapho ndaqonda khona ukuba ndingawasebenzisa njani amava am ukunceda amanye amalungu enkolo.